I am thine, save me; for I have sought thy precepts.
Psalm 119:94 is a short prayer from a man in danger. He asks God to rescue him, and the only reason he gives is that he belongs to God.
The prayer does not offer God a deal. It starts from something the man already knows is true.
He does not say, "Save me and I shall be Yours," but he asserts that he belongs to the Lord and needs saving still! The Hebrew is emphatic here: "I AM Yours!"
How does a person come to that certainty? One writer points to what God's word does in a heart under sorrow.
The word has power to sustain the heart in sorrow. It has power to give new life and restore the new man inside. This gives the heart purpose, because it knows how precious the word is as something divine. And this leads the heart up to God, aware that we are His. I do not say it creates that thought, but it leads the heart to be conscious of it. So the heart looks to Him who is faithful to save and deliver.
Another writer traces the same movement through earlier verses of the psalm:
Given new life and revived, the godly man can say, "I am yours." He had prayed for comfort (v. 76) and waited for comfort (v. 82). Now he receives that comfort, as he learns the settled purpose of God.
The second half of the verse is not decoration. It tells us something about the man who prays it.
This introduces the second part. The psalmist turns to the God made known in this way, and he declares both his devotion and his need. His prayer is not just a cry forced out of him by outward distress. "I have sought," he says, "Your precepts." And he says it even though the wicked had wanted and plotted his destruction — plainly because he held to those precepts.
Darby adds that this honesty is not optional:
"I have sought your precepts"; and this must be so. Lacking it weakens all confidence, though God may show mercy.
Why does someone who already belongs to God still ask to be saved? Because "salvation" covers more than one thing.
Of course the Old Testament believer knew nothing of what God has since revealed to New Testament believers about the redemption of our bodies. They knew about the salvation of the soul and spirit, but not about glorified bodies! Paul describes this "final" salvation in Romans chapter 8: we "groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies." Peter calls it the "salvation ready to be revealed in the last time." So "salvation" is a word with a large meaning. There is also salvation out of our circumstances. That is what Paul means in Philippians 2:12: "work out your own salvation with fear and trembling." And Peter contrasts rescue in our circumstances with the salvation of the soul when he says, "obtaining the outcome of your faith, the salvation of your souls."
If the plea is ownership, ownership works both ways.
May we ever take to heart the truth, "I am Yours." If this is so, then God has exclusive rights over every aspect of our lives. He will also save us from every attack of the enemy and every temptation that tests us. He does it as far as we take in this wonderful fact, that we belong to Him.
He prays this while the enemies are still there, and rescue has not yet come.
You see again and again that the soul is in the presence of enemies who oppress it... "The wicked lie in wait to destroy me." But the soul waits in peace, occupied with God's testimonies. And this does give peace. It lets the soul leave everything to God.
- Cause. The word revived him in his trial. That new life inside is what leads the heart up to know that we are His.
- Claim. He does not bargain, "Save me and I shall be Yours." He starts from an emphatic "I AM Yours," and asks for rescue on that ground alone.
- Character. "I have sought your precepts" shows this is no cry squeezed out by distress. Without that honesty, confidence in prayer grows weak.
- Cost. Belonging works both ways. If we are His, He has exclusive rights over every part of our lives. And He saves us as far as we grasp that we belong to Him.
- Calm. Salvation is a wide word. It reaches from the soul to our circumstances, and at last to the body. The enemies still wait to destroy him, but his soul waits in peace, occupied with God's testimonies.
The wicked have awaited me to destroy me; [but] I attend unto thy testimonies.
This verse puts two things side by side: enemies waiting in ambush, and a mind turned to God's testimonies. So what does a believer under threat do with his attention?
The enemy waits, and the waiting is planned. One writer traces that strategy back to Satan:
Satan has a well-developed strategy which he has acquired over thousands of years. He is an active adversary and tempter of the saints. He and his servants the demons often have to withdraw from their victim for a time. But they will renew the attack at a more strategic moment: "lie in wait to destroy me." Let us not be deceived! If we get some relief from his attack for the moment, this is only a temporary lull in the battle, meant to make us relax.
The wicked do not target him at random. He has sought God's precepts, and that loyalty is what drew their hostility:
This is not just a cry forced out of him by outward trouble. "I have sought," he says, "your precepts." And he did so even though the wicked had wanted and plotted his destruction — clearly because he held to those precepts: "I consider your testimonies."
The second half of the verse records no counter-plan. The psalmist's mind is filled with something else, and that brings a result:
Again and again the soul is seen facing enemies who oppress it... In one sense we always are, but it often applies in evil days. "The wicked lie in wait to destroy me." But the soul waits in peace, occupied with God's testimonies. And this does give peace, and enables the soul to leave all to God.
Rescue has not yet come. The verse shows what holds the godly man up while he waits for it:
Made alive and revived, the godly man can say, "I am yours." He had prayed for comfort (v. 76), and waited for comfort (v. 82). Now he receives that comfort as he learns the settled purpose of God. However, he still looks for final deliverance from his enemies, who have waited to destroy him. He is still waiting for God's salvation. Meanwhile he finds his present strength in considering God's testimonies (v. 95).
His confidence rests on something he says just before this verse: "I am yours." Belonging to God has two results:
May we ever take to heart the truth, "I am Yours." If this is so, then God has exclusive rights over every aspect of our lives. He will also save us from all the enemy's opposition and from all the temptations that test us. But He does this only in the measure that we realize this wonderful fact: we belong to Him. The wicked are a constant threat to the safety and welfare of God's people, and they really do want to destroy them. But faith can rise high above any fear of such evil, by simply considering God's testimonies (v. 95).
How does anyone overcome an enemy like this? One writer points to the same word the psalmist is considering:
How do we overcome the powers of darkness? "I write to you, young men, because you have overcome the evil one... I write to you, young men, because you are strong, and the word of God abides in you, and you have overcome the evil one" (1 John 2:13-14). These verses give us the secret. We can only overcome the enemy through the Word of God — when that Word is living in us and we live by it every day.
- Waiting — The wicked wait. A quiet season is not the end of the battle but a lull designed to make you relax.
- Why — The wicked hunt him because he holds to God's precepts. Loyalty to the word marks him out.
- Instead — He does not answer the ambush on its own terms. The soul waits in peace, occupied with God's testimonies, and so can leave all to God.
- Meanwhile — Final deliverance is still future. Considering the testimonies is the present strength that carries him through the interval.
- Because — "I am yours" is the ground. Faith rises above fear of evil to the degree that we realize we belong to Him. It overcomes as the word of God lives in us.
I have seen an end of all perfection thy commandment is exceeding broad.
Psalm 119 is the long psalm about God's word. Here the writer sets two things side by side: everything he has watched run out, and the one thing that never does.
The first line is a verdict drawn from watching life. Nothing in this world holds up under close inspection.
To everything here on earth there is a limit, an end! Even the best of men are still sinners. Even the most perfect in this world still fall far short of God's perfection. That is why the Psalmist has to say, "I have seen a limit to all perfection…"
One writer read through centuries of church history and summed up what he found with this verse:
As far as man is concerned, the ruin was complete. The Reformation was a wonderful thing, but Luther's flesh was very strong. It was a mixed thing, though the working of the Spirit of God was astonishing — it was God's work… What a world we live in! "I have seen a limit to all perfection, but your commandment is exceedingly broad."
The second line is not vague praise. The word itself has a definite sense.
The word "broad" here means, the experts say, "in any and every direction." I would take that to show that God's word covers everything. It is relevant to every detail of our lives; its scope is broad. It is not, of course, limited to our first day of the week — we hear of Sunday Christians sometimes. God's Word applies to everything. That is one reason why study of the word is so important.
Limits are easy to find in everything else. Here the psalmist looks for one and cannot find it.
He has looked out upon all human perfection and seen in every particular how limited it is. It is easy enough to find an end everywhere in this way. But in the word of God, which controls him as his commandment, he has found none: "it is exceedingly broad." Like space itself, it has no boundary wall. Yet it holds an infinite fullness, not an emptiness — an infinite speech, and not a silence. It is the speech of God.
The psalmist finds this out while he is still in danger.
He still looks for final deliverance from his enemies, who have waited to destroy him. While waiting for God's salvation, he finds his present strength in thinking about God's testimonies (v. 95). Around him he sees nothing but failure everywhere. Among men nothing reaches perfection. Still, he finds that God's Word is exceedingly broad. It is broad enough to reach every detail of life, and so guide in every circumstance that can arise.
Breadth has a consequence for anyone who reads. You will not finish this book.
The perfection that man seeks always has an end, a limit. The commandment of God stands in contrast to it: it is "exceedingly broad." Just as eternity has no limit, so it is with the Word of God. We may think God's Word is limited to 66 books. But the 66 books bear witness that the truth of God's Word is infinitely great. Many have said that, though they have searched Scripture for years, they still find gems of truth that had never occurred to them before. God's Word is like a living tree that continues bearing abundant fruit endlessly.
You can master other books. You cannot master this one, and the reason is its Author.
The holy Scriptures are infinite in their quality too, because they are perfect, coming from God. Take up another book, and you may soon master most of its contents. But who can grasp the written word?… Because it is God's word, it is infinite in its height, depth, length and breadth. We do well to remember this. We are finite creatures, so we can know only in part, and give out to others only in part.
- Limit. Everything on earth reaches an end. Even the best people fall far short of God's perfection. So the psalmist says he has seen a limit to all perfection.
- No limit. God's word has no boundary wall. What fills it is infinite fullness, not emptiness — the speech of God.
- Breadth. "Broad" means "in any and every direction." God's word covers everything. It is relevant to every detail of life, not to one day of the week.
- Guidance. The psalmist learns this while enemies wait to destroy him. The word is broad enough to guide in every circumstance that can arise.
- Growth. The word is infinite and we are finite, so we only ever know in part. Readers who have searched it for years still find truths they had never seen before.