1 Kings 19:4–5

1 Kings 19:4

And he himself went a day's journey into the wilderness, and came and sat down under a certain broom-bush, and requested for himself that he might die; and said, It is enough now, Jehovah, take my life; for I am not better than my fathers.

Elijah has just won a public victory on Mount Carmel. One day later he is a day's walk into the desert, alone, asking to die. How does a man fall that far, that fast? And what does God do with a servant who wants to quit?

Standing Before the Wrong Face

Elijah's collapse started with a change in what filled his vision. He had lived by the words "the LORD, before whom I stand"; now a queen's threat fills it instead.

He flees before a woman — he who had met Ahab and resisted the four hundred and fifty prophets of Baal! This attitude was so unlike his earlier one. It came from Elijah forgetting, at that moment, the source of his strength. He could no longer say, "The Lord before whom I stand." He felt himself to be before Jezebel, not before the Lord. The moment a believer lets anything at all come between his soul and God, the distance becomes immeasurable.

H. L. Rossier

The flight kept going after the danger was behind him.

From Jezreel he passes into Judah, where the queen could no longer reach him. He keeps running to Beersheba, the farthest border of Judah toward the wilderness, leaves his servant there, and, still not satisfied with his flight, goes a day's journey into the wilderness itself.

H. L. Rossier

The Trial That Broke Him

Where did the pressure come from? Not from the world outside.

Here we find Elijah, the servant of God. He has lost all courage through the difficulties connected with the people of God — not his own difficulties. It is not trial in the world; it is trial among God's own people. Nothing tests the saints of God like the troubles of the people of God. Some can face their own difficulties. But difficulties connected with the testimony of the Lord often overcome them, and they give way.

W. T. Turpin

Wishing to Die Is Not Faith

Wanting to die can look like faith. One writer weighs it the other way.

He is still the man of God, but a man tired of life. That was not a feeling of faith. There is often far more faith in being willing to live than in wishing to die... Elijah wished to die, wished to get out of the trial — certainly a most unbelieving wish. The Lord never did.

William Kelly

"I Am No Better Than My Fathers"

Two writers read the closing line as pride, not modesty. The first hears a complaint dressed as a confession.

A murmuring feeling rises. He asks God to take his life, saying, "I am no better than my fathers." This is not humility. He is saying that he ought to have been treated better. Since he was not, better to die — he had had enough of trial... A saint in close and peaceful communion with God never says, "It is enough." He follows the steps of the Perfect One and says, "Your will, not mine, be done."

The Bible Treasury

The second asks who had ever said he was better.

In these last words is perhaps the secret of his failure. Who ever said he was better than his fathers? Possibly his success on Mount Carmel had inflated him. All alone he had done great things for God. Did this make him feel important, even indispensable? This is a state of mind that can easily develop in any of us, and it is fatal to our usefulness... It is an unspeakable honour for the great God to use any of us in His work; but let us never imagine He cannot do without us.

W. W. Fereday

The Prayer God Refused

Elijah did not get what he asked for. That was mercy.

Unbelief is always unreasonable and inconsistent. If the prophet really wished to die, why did he flee from Jezebel? Why not die a martyr's death among the people of God?... How gracious of our God not to always take His poor, wayward servants at their word! God intended that Elijah should not die at all. His exit from the world would be like no one else's, before or since.

W. W. Fereday

Not Only What He Must Do

Serving God has a second half, and Elijah was not ready for it.

Elijah said nothing about longing to depart when he stood on Mount Carmel. There all was triumph. There he seemed to be achieving something, of some use. So he did not think of departing. But the Lord would show His servant not only what he "must do," but also what he "must suffer." We like the first well enough. We are not so ready for the second. Yet the Lord is as much glorified in a patient sufferer as in an active servant.

C. H. Mackintosh

Summary

- Position — Elijah's strength lay in standing before the LORD. Once Jezebel filled his eye, the distance from God became immeasurable.

- Pressure — His breaking point came from trouble among God's own people. Nothing tests a believer like that.

- Prayer — "It is enough" was the language of a tired man, not a believing one. There is often more faith in being willing to live than in wishing to die.

- Pride — The words "no better than my fathers" answer a charge no one made. Success can leave a servant feeling indispensable, and that is fatal to usefulness.

- Patience — God said no. He had planned that Elijah should never die at all. The Lord is glorified in a patient sufferer as much as in an active servant.

1 Kings 19:5

And he lay down and slept under the broom-bush. And behold, an angel touched him, and said to him, Arise, eat!

Elijah has run for his life from Jezebel's threat. He has walked a day into the wilderness, asked God to end his life, and fallen asleep. What comes next is not the answer he prayed for, but a touch on the shoulder and a meal.

The tree

The shade Elijah found came from a desert shrub, not the evergreen we picture:

This is thought to refer to the Arabic ratam, the Retama raetam, and not to the juniper. It is a "broom" that grows twelve feet high. A person could sit under it for shelter. 1 Kings 19:4-5.

Morrish Bible Dictionary

(Older translations say "juniper tree," and some quotes below use that word.)

The strong man now weak

One writer sets this scene beside an earlier one in Elijah's story:

In 1 Kings 17 Elijah by faith could make the widow's oil and meal last. But here he is weak. He needs an angel to come, strengthen him, and give him some food. He eats, drinks, and like a man without strength lies down. But the Lord sends the angel back again, for He is rich in grace and mercy. He watches over all our ways. He feeds our souls according to our needs and all our circumstances.

J. N. Darby

The prayer God refused

Elijah had asked to die. God's reply was food, not death:

Yet the Lord can graciously meet his poor servant even asleep under a juniper tree. "He knows our frame, He remembers that we are dust." So He does not grant the sulky request of His hard-pressed and disappointed servant. Instead He seeks to feed and strengthen him for more work. This is not "the manner of man." It is — blessed forever be His name — the manner of God, whose ways and thoughts are not like ours. People often treat one another in a rough and harsh way. They make no allowance, and act in haste and severity. Not so God.

C. H. Mackintosh

Why an angel and not a raven

God had fed Elijah before, by ravens and by a widow's supply. This time He sends a messenger:

This was a deeper and a closer token of God's interest and care for him than the supply of the ravens or the widow's barrel. The cake baked on the coals and the jug of water at his head show him how God provides for him. But the angel is there to point them out and urge him to take them. That shows the Lord's own personal interest in him. Solitary as he was, he was not left alone or unattended.

The Bible Treasury

Elijah never asked for this meal:

At the prayer of Elijah, fire had fallen from heaven upon the sacrifice on Mount Carmel. Rain had fallen on the dry land, from a sky opened at the prayer of that same righteous man. But God gave him the burning coals, the hot cakes, and the jug of water without his asking. How faithful was and is our God!

William J Hocking

Kindness to a servant off his post

Elijah was not where God had sent him. That is what makes this visit so striking:

Here we have a truly wonderful display of the kindness of God. An angel sent from heaven to provide a meal for a failing servant! This was a man who had left an important post of duty, and who was now completely outside the path of God's leading.

W. W. Fereday

Fed in order to walk

The food was not comfort for its own sake. It was meant to carry him on a journey:

In 1 Kings 17 Elijah himself received food, and then he gave food to others. Here, in the place his lack of faith had driven him to, he had no food at all. But God does not abandon him: He thinks of him... He eats, but does not understand what God wants of him, and goes to sleep again. A second time he finds the same food. The angel says to him, "Arise, eat; for the journey is too great for you." God fed him so that he could walk. An important lesson for us!

H. L. Rossier

Two different plans for one night

Elijah and God wanted opposite things from that sleep:

The Lord knows better than we do what may be demanded of us. In His grace He strengthens us to match what He knows those demands to be. The prophet wished to sleep for sorrow, but the Lord wished to strengthen him and steady him for future service.

C. H. Mackintosh

Summary

- Weakness. The prophet who fed others in 1 Kings 17 now has nothing, and God must feed him.

- Refusal. He asked to die; God declined and gave him breakfast instead — the manner of God, not the manner of man.

- Nearness. Not ravens, not a widow, but an angel who points to the food and urges him to eat: a closer token of care than anything before.

- Grace. All of this reaches a servant who had abandoned his post and was outside the path of God's leading.

- Purpose. God fed him so that he could walk, because the journey ahead was too great for him.